Rainy day

下雨天了怎么办？我好想你~~不敢打给你，我找不到原因。。。。。

Why these days keep raining geh??making me emo +++  leh
Die lo die lo..u noe what??My final exam is on next week...OMG
How good if I can study at his place now....
Study till tired that time can hug hug him leh
I really feel like sms him or call him sometimes,especially after I took alcohol
BUT I CANT
I dunno what should I say to him and I dun think he will pick up my call also..
If I call him and ask
[Hello....how are you recently?]
Will it be too LAME???errrr...yes I guess...><
I told my Ex-roomate about about this matter
U guys noe what she going to do????
This girl a...she said she gonna change his name to her number
So when I call him that time the person who answer my call will be her...=.=
I was okay then...I promise I wont call him la
I m not going to disturb his life anymore
What I can do now is 忍，忍，忍
Is painful but I got no choice..right???
So so so sad....
But seriously I wont love anyone else anymore...
He already occupied my heart..there is no other place for anyone else.....
AISHITERU<3

The Road Not Taken

Dunno why I suddenly think of this poem
I feel this poem is very suitable to describe my feelings now
The road not TAKEN
I think most of us sure remember this poem..
We studied and try to understand this poem for several times to score in our English paper
But I think now I really can understand what is it all about.....

In our lives,we need to make a lot of decisions regarding of many things
Such as
 our studies , our profession, our love and so on....
But I find that the thought of  human beings are very strange sometimes
After they made a decision
Somehow or rather they will start to regret one day
No matter what road they had chosen at first
Most of them will regret and think back
[why dun I choose another road last time??If I choose that road I will bla bla bla...]


However,
How sure are they will be success with flying colours if they choose another road???
Dun u think is very contradicting ???
I used to regret at a lot of stuffs that I have done
And I always wish that I could rewind the time so that I can do better...
The same question appears ....
How sure am I can do better ????
I could not even answer myself...

Futhermore,
The decision is not make by me..
I cant do anything at all...

Alright,
This is the road that he choose and I have to accept it.
And what I am sure for now is he will not regret
I think I should  be proud of it
Because I owned a decisive guy before???

Oh well,
I still miss him anyway....
Hope he is happy all the times with his friends and his family.............