Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Sorry

Times flies
Memories still flashed by sometimes
Hmmm
These few days
All those memories are just keep appearing on my mind
Especially when I having my ENT class and in the midnight
The feelings are just so deep as tough like it  happened last night

Feel So sorry to him
Dun even dare to tell about this
Trying to cheer myself up when he not around
Thinking on how to get rid of all those stupid shitsss
It bothers me
Even in my dream
Dun even dare to sleep sometimes


But grateful that he understand my feelings well
Actually the matter now is not I cant forget of the person
Is the things he did when he with me
MEMORIES
So for me
I dun think it is good if  U have a lot of memorable moment with someonen
I feel guilty
IMMORALITY

Ytd lecturer ask us use ONE WORD to describe a friend which sit beside me
After my friend thinking for a minute
She say I m
ADVENTUROUS
DO I
Not first time getting this comment
They say me
brave love brave hate
LOL
I will do everything to surprise my love one or make them happy
Do remember
If things come to an extream
It doesn't show good
Not everyone can accept it
:)

Therefore
we have to be a little more mature
In relationship especially
But maturity always bored
And
who never be childish in a relationship
Childish bring FUN HAPPINESS AND JOY
contradicting right
So AM I
The question is
MORAL OR IMMORAL
XD




I DO LOVE U <3


灰色地带

这几天都在想
黑与白之间存不存在着灰色地带啊
那么这灰色地带是对还是错
moral or immoral

有些事明明知道不应该做
可还是改不了
这样下去
结局也会一样
等时间而已
那
会是怎样啊

昨晚偷偷地哭了
哭得很用力
可是没有声音
抱着枕头不让哭声传出

有些事
不需要知道
我偏偏都会不由自主地探个究竟
然后
自己自恋自艾

拿来比较
只会让自己更难受
过去了
拿回来说
有什么意义呢

这一切的一切
我都明了
可是
还是办得不好
没有难过的感觉啊