no value

I m such a bitch with zero value

Cry in my room for day and night

No meals no drink no bath
Nothing
Its like so dead

I dunno who can I refer to

I know my family knew that something is happening

My look is totally like a HANTU
I dun even dare to stand in front of my mirror 

My dai lou and father fall sick already but dai lou still concern about me
He keep on geh geh what listen what m I chatting with lano and joey

I cant tell them anything

I cant pretend I m nothing also

I just can help as much as I can in kopitiam 

Its sounds so FUNNY if I go and tell dai lou 

Hey that day I kissed with my EX and I dunno what can I do now coz I realized I m zero value

I feel myself so CHEAP 

Kor u understand my feelings a???

I cant do that right???

He apologized to me after I question him about that incidence

What it means ??

It means that he wont say or do anything if I never ask

U know what I feel?

IT IS SO SHITTY OKAY????

I m not yr girl anymore means I m nothing??no need to responsible??

I m a human and I got feelings one okay??

What am I to u??

A fish??A chick??or maybe a dog???BITCH....right???

没有猫是不吃鱼的

I wont be that sad if u never point this out

It shows I m worst than zero
NEGATIVE VALUE.......

很像我自己送上门的

how cheap m I in yr heart

how hurt m I when I think of that

真希望人的记忆可以想电脑，要删掉就删掉

we know each other for how long d??

I guess U shud noe that I have a good brain which can remember all the shittty stuffsss

I noe u hard to rmb things also
The shirt I gave you is on yr birthday not valentine present

Thats why U are lucky

I tell u what

Impossible for me to forgot that incidence and I still remember our FIRST KISS

I shall hate myself why I have such a WONDERFUL brain

Hey

It is not the first time babe

the shitty feelings shitty smell shitty thought but I still cant make myself OVER of you

the first time:I stay over at your place after break up,we were watching movie on your bed and u hugged meee,I feel warm but I found out what u wrote about me in your previous blog.........

second time:U hugged me when sleeping till morning and I ask u why,U say sleeping time mmg will hug thing one ma...oh fantastic huh,I m just a thing..oh yea...

third time :which happened few days ago,U pull me to U and we kiss together,what u say after that,没有猫是不吃鱼的,oh la la,this time I become a fish.......


how shit m I 

I BORN TO BE A BITCH

犯贱？？？？
为了你变贱？？

I m like a swing
u push me high then i fly high
u push with a little energy 

then I goes slow

oh damn my life
is going to destroy by the shitty feelings

oh damn my life
is going to stop all the stupid guys

guys only use their dick to think but not their brain


oh damn

OH DAMN
U LIAR
u said no love no sex

what I see is no sex no love

F*** u
 

WHY M I BU SE DE TO LEAVE A BIG BASTARD LIAR WITH NO BRAIN
BITCH

:'(