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| x'mas eve |
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| 2010 new year |
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| my birthday~~2010 |
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| funny rite??^^ |
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| snap by me due too bored^^ |
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| miss his smile a lot :( |
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| dunno why he hate this pic so much.. |
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| his 16th's bday~~ |
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| when we are young~~lol |
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| he love my pig face>< |
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| oops....long long time ago.. |
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| taken by him at 黑店after we went pay fong |
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| <3 |
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| >< |
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| his shirt!!!his smell!! |
I m damn fucking EMO these days
Crying for him everyday again
Our memories flash back in my mind almost every second
Yesterday I went SS15 with JX &CHEW LIN
Guess what??
I m the one who suggest to go there
After so long only I dare to step in SS15
I make myself cool and calm when I step in SS15
Both of them are quite happy
This is the second times they come to SS15
We had our dinner at Face to Face
While we taking our dinner
We start to talk about our relationship problems again
Jx said that she feel very tired in holding her relationship anymore because he dun care her as much as last time already
Chew Lin and me advise her to think twice before take any action
I dowan she feel woeful like me
Jx told me she read Kc's blog which wrote about me
She ask me a question which make me almost cry out there
I answer her that he is that kind of people which wont change his mind after he make a decision
But Chew Lin doubt my answer
[If he is that kind of people,why he promised u that he wont leave u because of his mum?And now he use that as a reason to leave u??]
I really dunno what to answer Chew Lin
I feel like crying man but I tahan and continue my dinner
There is tears in my eyes and Jx saw it.......
After that we walk walk around SS15
I became like a tour guide><
In my mind was thinking What if he suddenly appear in front of me??
My heart beats increasing again.....
Our memories....
We had lots of memories
Especially at SS15
Thats why I dun dare to step in there anymore after we break up
It remind me of how many stupid things I have done there....
How many sweet times we had there....
theres one point of a relationship when one of you will forget how much you had loved each other. thats why theres one point when you and him will start arguing.. and it continues.
ReplyDelete& If he does remembers, I dont think that excuse is significant enough to break up. ( I mean its a bad excuse )
I gone through all this nonsense , mostly the guys before break up they would ignore you, not replying any messages(sending late replies), start to say harsh words, wont call you and before one day he wants to break up, he will never reply AT ALL. and many more which I cant really remember :S been years of it. lol
I hope you can overcome all this soon. Cheers!
hey~~
ReplyDeletewat yr blog???